My moon ...

My moon ... This is where it all began !

Notice that the blue moon reflects waves of pure and simple blueness - Inside out - Just like anything that has the power of influence ... My moon influences me in every way ! Wish I could be always dreaming to see it closer, wider and brighter every day ... It is for me as love - Once you've know it - It's impossible to turn back - The things I love today, I know, I will love them forever ... And when it comes to the forever stage, one thing is certain, I'll probably get hurt by it every day - a litle bit more - in every way ... Simple it is - I can't have it all anyway - It's not allowed by common sence - Why ?! - Let me know when you find out !

I believe some things are real and some other are just our imagination playing games with us ... I've found several true loves in my life but only one hurts me right now - The one I cannot stand appart from - The only one I truely love with everything I've got and have lost - Maybe it was meant to be ! Or maybe - realising that I've decided not to be good enough for it (I was merely dreaming awake and no one could show me otherwise - I was blind - or there was no one! to show me otherwise) - I've purely let it go and this love (until now) didn't return, no turns at all, and (as I imagined before) it just faded away quickly and I stood frozen as I saw my love pass me by ...

It's usual to say people only know what they have after they have lost it ... I knew what I had ... And simply lost it - Know I begin wondering if it was realy that big of a love - Well, as I've said before, in my heart it will only grow and I'll probably get hurt more and more each day in every way ...

This love is bigger now then ever ... It's strange to not be able to stop loving ... It's my life - my love - and I've simply lost it ...

Now it is time to go back to where I never should have left - Inside ... Into the blue moon where everything can become true - Even if it only is real in my mind - I've lost it and I can't bring it back without my love in real life ...

My morning sunshine dream sunrise !

My morning sunshine dream sunrise.
Imagine ...

My first dream ...

Imagine ... You've just waked up and saw the morning sunshine beams crossing the air. Thick air they cross ! You begin seing unimaginable color reflections and start to let go and go out ... And then you've got to get out of bed. Well, half the work is done - You're already out of your body so you just have to keep on wondering - At some point it's advisable to fetch your body again. Maybe you'll wake up again at some point ...

I've tried to describe, as an image, what I see when I wake up to the morning sunrise ...